pre-menstrual stress

feeling completely crappy today. I am already crappy for the past few weeks, but today's crappier than the usual crappiness.

Wouldn't it be nice if I can don't go to work. I would love to spend time to learn cooking from my mum.. do up lesson plans for my girl.. go for walks and take beautiful pictures.. or even do housework. damn, even housework sounds more appealing than working in an office now. What's happening..!

Actually, till now, I really dunno why I am still complaining about my current job which is regular and stable. I guess it has to be PMS. Seriously, I HATE it can. Hate it whenever I feel this way and I have to go to work. I used to think this happens like a few days every month (due to PMS) but now it seems to be getting quite perpetual. Maybe my department now is quite unstable, hence the dread of having to manage more things/ people than usual.

okok i gotta stop thinking about hating my job. i mean, i am getting better at my job and i'm considered the senior in the department already. Good bonus, regular increment, cool benefits. My mum's doing a wonderful job with my girl and my home and i don't think i can replace her in terms of cooking and housework.. =.= and i am not sure of those house pets i.e. lizards / roaches. argh.

u know what, i should just take a full week of leave and REST at home. My next leave is the Friday after National Day, which is a month away. ARGH. Why SG so few public holidays one!