horrified

I'm horrified when I saw this. I realized, that my current thoughts hovers within the unsuccessful circle. I've been living in more bitterness than before, because I was hurt before. I guess it was quite a blow, it happened a year ago and now I'm still affected by it.

I'm now distancing myself from my cell group because I do not wish to socialize and saying I'm good, I'm okay, I'm doing fine when actually I'm just tired of sharing how I really feel. I wonder if they ever get sian of asking the same question every time?

Even at work, I've grown terribly quiet and I keep to myself as much as possible, just doing my own stuff. I hope these emotions will pass me soon and I'll be back to normal.

Haiz.