my current anyhow-anytime-eat lifestyle.
itz irritating the hell out of me. and yet i jus continue! i understand exactly how Paul feels when he said 'the things i do not want to do, i do.'
sigh.
sometimes, i will wonder if i am too hard on myself, skipping breakfast, have fruits/ 3-in-1 cereal for lunch and then a proper dinner. if i gain weight, gain lor. i still look good if i am more fleshy. froggie (decided to call hubby froggie, some of u will know why hehe, more qing qie i feel keke) has been telling me off about not having breakfast and eating so little for lunch.
what do u tink?
i feel so guilty when i go out with colleague for a proper lunch. as long as i have a proper meal, i feel guilty. itz so strange isn't it, aren't i entitled to 3 proper meals a day? yet i can gain weight if i have 3 proper meals a day!!!
can u imagine my frustration?! i have bread for breakfast, lor mee for lunch, then rice for dinner. gain weight!
and i haven been exercising since i started on my degree. i feel even more guilty.
losing weight has been in me for years. it seems like a endless unattainable goal. seriously, i feel quite tired. can i just eat freely?
on the spiritual side, i wonder if i am under bondage to vanity. eating is not wrong, yet because i want to be slim, i restrict myself to quite an extreme extent. sigh i dunno.
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but i can't stand it when i am flabby and fat! :(
2 comments:
The reason why you feel like eating throughout the day is because you skip breakfast! If you can eat a proper and nutritious meal at b/f, your body would have enough nutrients and you will not feel like eating anymore. Just don't eat dinner. My friend refuses to eat after 6pm everyday and in 2 months he lost 18 kg. That is not exactly healthy but you get the point. :)
hi ping,
do i know u? u sound familiar :)
u see, dinner is a must for me because my mum will cook, if not we will eat out together as a family.
so the only other 2 meals that i can reduce is breakfast and lunch lor. :S
Yea it will be ideal if i can skip dinner and have a proper breakfast. but the sad fact is, i can't!
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