My mum commented that this no. 2 made me cry the most. I suspect I have either post natal blues or mild depression that caused all the uncontrollable crying. I feel tired, exasperated, angry and helpless.
These 2 months have been very tough. It still is. My emotions are so messed up that I cry at every little fuck up. Baby cry, I also cry. Things don't go the way I want them, I also cry.
It's Labour Day today, May has finally started. May is the month I get to finally go out quite a bit. Strange isn't it, other mums wanna spend all their time with their newborn and all I want is to get out of the house. Symptom of post natal blues?
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