just met claudia last night for a dinner and catch up session. really appreciated the dinner coz she's such an amazing lady who is so damn busy and yet wishes to meet me just to ask how i'm doing. our dinner eventually turned into a shepherding session as I shared with her on some issues i am facing with some people. She isn't the first one to offer her advice, but her advice just seemed so ... right. Maybe she's a neutral party who is not involved in the issues, hence I trust her not to have any distorted or biased views. All she wants, is to encourage me, love me and protect me, and that made all the difference because I don't sense it from the rest who know about the issues.
well, maybe it's just ME. Whatever. I am not going to pressurize myself anymore by going into thoughts of low self-esteem. So there.
I have more or less decided to follow her advice, continue to live with a clear conscience and disregard whatever views others may have about me, including people in my own group. I will take charge of my own spiritual walk with God and behave naturally and without pressure. And people who see me no up, despise me, suspect me, put me down, I only have one thing to say.
You are SO low.
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