Totally disoriented

Things have been going very wrong lately. I keep forgetting things, mainly. Forgot to bring keys on Sunday, forgot that I got a dinner tonight.

Hubby said that I have been getting too little sleep due to the drama chasing over the past two weeks. But no leh, it's not as though I never chase drama before. Last time I also chase drama, also no problem.

I think the bigger culprit is the fact that I've been too occupied & exhausted with work in my office that I've got no more energy to think about my personal schedule, no time to manage my personal schedule. I'm so screwed. And I'm starting to feel very tired and drained from the non stop work in my office. Ya the new girl has come and has started learning, but she will also take time to get up to speed. I really wonder how long more I can do everything in my department. I'm very very tired already. I'm one person, serving the whole firm of 400 over staff doing searches and opening files. My manager occasionally helps with the searches n file openings. But still, I'm 100% occupied. After work, I do not wish to think about anything else, really. I just wanna go back, enjoy my dinner and spend time w family.

And so I screwed up. Hubby and I have a dinner appt outside later today, and my mum Cooked dinner cos I forgot to remind her not to cook. So now i m gg back home to eat, then go out later again for e dinner appt.

Come on lor, cut me some slack can? I need a break!!

Don't say things like "aiya how stressful can ur job be?"

Don't.