I need direction!

Look at those motivational speakers.. I really wonder how they remain so fired up.
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I lose focus like, once every 2-3 months. I'm feeling that way now. Sick of whatever I am doing, sick of my responsibilities, sick of certain people. Feel like just going for a holiday, be selfish for a while and settle those internal issues once for all. U know, be alone, and really really be serious with myself for a while. Can't wait for 10Feb where I'm going Korea.
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I do have an inkling of what i wanna achieve moving forward. I hope to stay home more with my kid i.e. work part-time or work from home. Not sure if that's my "calling", but I will definitely love to do that. I am already missing her so much at work now. She's growing up really fast and I want to be part of her growing up process as much as I can. Gonna set some goals to work towards that!