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I just cleared my system this morning. 3 times. Should be quite empty now. Doris's organic powder really helps man, better than fybogel! haha. I had all sorts of carbo meals over the weekend..lor mee, fried bee hoon, char siew rice..ARGH. was feeling damn bloated since Sat evening after the char siew rice. but after abstaining from rice for so long, that packet of rice tasted heavenly lor ahaha. and it was plain white rice. lol.
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Holding a party for my girl's birthday this weekend. I seriously doubt I will ever do such a thing again coz it's mentally quite stressful and the worst part is, I get so upset when people whom I expect them to turn up, don't. On my part, I shouldn't be expecting anything in the first place. But I think it's only human for me to feel disappointed that people whom i tot are close to my heart aren't even supporting me in this occasion. For this birthday party, I am inviting mainly church friends and relatives. Other than that, I am also inviting Belle & Jul with their kids coz our 3 kids are of the same age and it was always fun to see them together in previous occasions. Belle, Jul and I go a long way back. We knew one another since 2000 at Outback Steakhouse! Jul is closer to Belle as they remained in contact even after they left Outback; Belle and I have been in contact all the while.
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Yeah, so I don't think I will hold such parties anymore.
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