i cannot decide

i cannot decide
i cannot decide
i cannot decide
i cannot decide
i cannot decide
i cannot decide
i cannot decide

There are so many things i wanna do/ learn.
aerobics
pilates
ballet
singing
keyboard
guitar

but i dunno which one to choose.
rather, i dunno if i should choose one at all.

after all, i am a Christian who should be spending time doing what is more purposeful.
after all, i am a mum who should be spending time with my child during these precious pre-school years.

Whenever I found a course that seems suitable for my schedule, i will go thinking 'I can spend this 1 hour at home with my girl and not at this aerobics class'. SIGHHH...

Now, what do i have on my plate now?
1) Work
2) Family
3) Church/ LG
4) Feilouship

Maybe that's quite enough to handle for now?
My mind jus refuses to stop wandering away to other areas of interest. I just keep on feeling unaccomplished, dissatisfied. I just dunno how to stop myself from feeling this way. It's just so plain irritating that i feel like slapping myself.