friends

Had a most interesting discussion during lunchtime with my colleague. About friends and friendships.
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I have officially broken 2 friendships in my entire life. I shall not argue whether it's their fault or mine, i will take it that it's my fault. In essence, 2 friendships have been broken. As I think back, I am filled with regret over what had happened. And they are called regrets because the hurt has been done and time cannot be reversed. So this is how regrets feel like. It's like a sour feeling in my heart, knowing the mistakes made and yet unable to repair anything.
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Best friend? I have none. I envy ladies who have best friends. Best friends who can chat together, share woes together, shop together, buy things for each other etc. I dunno, after i got married, having time with friends became quite impossible. My timetable consists of spending time with my girl, with my hubby, with my cell group, with Feilouship and thats about it. Filled up to the brim already. *shrugs*
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On leave tml, again!