15/06/2011

my hair is getting messy. long, discoloured and frizzy. really dunno what to do with it.. zzz. seriously, i tink so much about my hair but in the end, i will jus end up doing the same thing. =.= really feel like snipping it to the shoulders! Then no need to comb until so chum!
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But i do like the fact that I can tie braids now. :S
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Life is short, in light of eternity. I am already past 30 and I think I still lack alot of maturity in many areas. I am a self-centred person. I blame others for the circumstances I am in. I offend other people easily. I am proud. Sigh. I know many things about myself. But the difficult part is changing and reacting/ responding correctly when tough situations come to prick me. When things are going well, I can feel quite saintly. When bad things happen, I start to rant, complain and blame others.
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It doesn't really matter, really. If things at home are stressing me out, it's just for that period of time and it will be over. If things at work are not looking good, it will be over soon too. My attitude should not change because of circumstances. Amidst all the change, my attitude needs to remain constant, because my God is constant in His love and providence for me. He does not love me lesser if I get corrected by my manager. He does not love me lesser when I feel stupid or discouraged.
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I shall persevere in being faithful and diligent in what God has given me.
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