disturbed nap

sigh, couldnt sleep, too many tots running thru my head. but eventually i willed myself to sleep. at least an hour of proper kooning was fulfiled.
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going for jon and crystal's wedding tonight at raffles hotel. my first time there and i got no idea how to get to the grand ballroom. walk up i suppose. lol. hubby is kind enuff to be my chauffeur, to and fro. gonna switch my friendly mode ON. haha.
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starting to realise that life is pretty meaningless, chasing after the unimportant things in life. life is short and temporal. so what if i buy new clothes? so what if i get another pair of nice shoes? so what if i get another new job with a greater package? it's just for that temporary sense of satisfaction and achievement. and then? the cycle continues. i am a victim of such endless pursuits. it's just too easy to slip into the routine that everyone else is doing.
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to be continued. time to go..