04/10/2009

this weekend onwards, i will need to spend whatever time i have to rush my report, do revision, study for test. Coz last few weeks have been crazy. new job, bb's bday have taken up all my time!

i just spent today doing up my report for 1 module. It's a group effort, and i've done my portion! *phew* thank God for hubby who helped me look after darling today. :) i managed to spend only 1 day doing my portion, which i think it's quite a feat! my portion is actually quite simple, coz i am doing overall editing and compiling as well. but that will come next sunday when everyone submits their part to me by saturday night. :S

So, i am going to start on my revision tomorrow (i've finally got both my textbooks) and hopefully i can finish 1 module i.e. 4 chapters.

I thank God for being with me every moment, with me at work, with me at home, with me when i'm sleeping or awake. Prophecy night yesterday was a powerful time and the words spoken forth for me hit right home. waiting for william to compile and send to everyone, coz i think i have forgotten some.

Some of them are:
- Trusting God with everything, esp in areas of my girl, finances.
- Letting go of the past, Stop worrying about future.
- Using Word of God to rebuke the devil when he tries to attack my thought life
- Submission

Thru these words spoken forth by 4 cellgroup members, God has told me a story linking all 4 words together. It is so very touching, that God knows everything abt my life. He is the Creator, but He is such a personal God, the One who has created me, seen me grow up and seeing me thru His plan for me. And yet, I forget about His awesomeness and power so often and end up wallowing in my fears and thoughts. God is right, I am allowing my thoughts to drown me. My thoughts are really warped, u cannot imagine. My thought life is controlling me quite a fair bit. and i need to stop that.

I'm tired! Been up since 730am!

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