work
- i just survived yet another week of high stress and endless work. running around, doing letters, handling claims, liaising with everyone in the world on legal, accounting, admin matters.
studies
- going on well. have managed to always prepare (read the necessary text/do the necessary assignments) before class. got to know quite a few classmates too and I've formed my project group. pretty satisfied.
family
- my girl's down with a nasty cough, and a nasty temperament to complement her cough.
- hubby's out at work all day today. nice.
mood's not too good today, especially when i'm already packed during the weekdays and am looking forward to weekends that are supposedly to be less stressful.
weather was fucked up. real fucked up. i haven't used this word for a damn long time, but this is the bloody fact. and i couldnt on the fan full blast in the living room coz my girl just recovered from fever.
Note to myself : get an air con for the living room SOON. i rather pay more for my power bill than to suffer mental stress like this.
Then my girl was cranky, naughty, demanding coz she was sick (still is). i lost my temper a few times and yelled at her coz she was naughty on purpose. i really shouldn't lose control coz i hate feeling guilty after that...which is now.
The combination of all the above factors led me to become so pissed off today. I kept wanting to blame the whole world, but thankfully God kept reminding me it's no one's fault. This is what He has allowed to happen in my life and i simply gotta deal with whatever comes my way, and i guess i wun be able to go thru it without God's help.
Ever since I started on my studies, I've stopped reading the Bible. sigh, i'm so lousy isn't it.
:(
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